At the end of this term

I am so sad because I could not hold a sophomore section compa!!

However, I am so happy that I made a lot of friends in this class and also in other courses!

Nowadays, I am thinking how to be friends with others. It is hard for me to make friends sometimes. I know the reason. It is because I am too noisy. Because I talk too much, people cannot stop me. It is very big problem. But, I have a reason to talk. If I do not talk a lot and just ask some questions to people or talk nothing, they may feel uncomfortable and get nervous. So I just want to encourage them to talk. This is my biggest problem recently.

What I have written and learned

I learned how hard to write about myself. Even though I wrote some academic essays, I found it is hard to do personal writings.

I published one piece and two pieces are on processing to publish. First piece is the translation of a poem written by Kotaro Takamura. Second piece is a poem about the cold winter. Third piece is a short story about my high school day.

What is my view about religion

I feel religions have power to help and save people.
Also, religions can be very dangerous.

When I think about religions, I cannot simply say that I am secular.
I enjoy Christmas and Hatsu-mode. Also I am now in ICU and my grandfather is sleeping ina graveyard of a Buddhist temple.

I had not thought about religion so deep, I just can say that I am not a Christian or a Buddist. I think many Japanese have never considered about their religion. For foreign people, it is strange thing because many of them have their own religions and beliefs.

I think God cannot change or control everything in our lives, but maybe he or she is watching us all the time. However, I think there might be many Gods or Goddesses in this world. There can also be a good God and a bad God. However, I think that Gods cannot do everything, I mean their power is not almighty. They might be able to give us some influence, but it might be not so big as our destiny is changed.

Anyway, because I have my own way to think about religion and God, if you have any other opinion, let me know.

Second piece (Draft)

Please check my draft!
This is kind of a poem about winter.
Thanks for Mitsuru for giving me advice about rhyme.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1mZPf_FUuegHJIkjBPplaot3pX_m54z2im2SiRKzFVfs/edit?hl=ja